idk how i'd fair tomorrow . i look at the notes . i know . i can read . but... can i memorise ? somehow its just not getting into my @#($*@(!)# -ing tiny brain .
i know . i stare at my notes , yes , i get it . i know the points .
but when i look at the questions .. the model questions .. questions from past year papers .. or even the mid year exam questions . totally @#%*)@_$_#($(@*$........ cause ... it seems hard for me to decipher what the #()#*$(@)$*%*#@ the question is trying to say/point out .
im on the verge of breaking down , once again . screwed thoughts . mixed feelings . rubbishly ROJAK pointers going into my brain . god knows . maybe i'd write stalin's stuff into hitler's things ...
im screwed .
im dead .
i died.
after this exam... im gonna spend the time in the year end to slowly read the textbook... go listen to podcasts... and watch more videos on the WWI & WWII ... and... ask for HELP .
i need help.
i really need help.
im dead .
my confidence level for humanities... from SS .... 85%... have dropped to history... 15%... sigh . #*@&#%-ed life...
goodnights..
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