meaning ? yeah ... happy that exams are over BUT yet depressed that exams are over .
firstly... yes , i really did study hard . and... even accomplished one task that was really hard for me to accomplish ! that was... to study really hard and stay away from my laptop ! i even took a table and pull it to the front of my house(my car porch there...) to study . uhm... i adopted the style from GOHPEIYUN(: cause... when i studied at her house... sometimes we study inside and sometimes we'll study outside . yeah , when we studied outside . i really could concentrate better . (cause the tv's always on ? LOL , so yeah . inside will be abit hard lor.. lol) . yeahs . so ... i pulled the table there , and studied . really just .. do nothing , but study . (what else could i do ?) i locked my lappy up in my room ! yeah , the only things i brought there was ... books , books , and more books . and files . and stationaries . oh... and my phone . to chill my brain when it's too stucked . yupps .
but .. teachers , parents , they're all the same , arent they ? once your results come back . regardless of how much u study... they'll still condemn&scold you by saying how bad your results are etc . how ? what can be done ? nothing . the only thing is ... study . but... the thing is .. what if you really did study . just somehow . the results doesnt show ?? sigh... depression .
english - okay bah...
chinese - i really tried my best, finally managed to complete the paper on time (: good enough an accomplishment for me , i guess...
emath - uhm... cant remember leh . i think paper 2 was rather tough.paper 1 was quite easy?
amath - sigh... i dunno what to say. really. i studied... but... ya... idk lah. i still suck at afew topics. esp those topics that were learnt during the SYF period... like.. binomials etc. totally stuck . sigh... i just hope i dun have to drop ? cause... if i do drop... it'll be ... a ... gonner for me . serious . i really dont wanna drop amath.
history - sigh... this one dont need to say . i was never good at history. but, i shall... "turn over a new leaf" ... start watching all the documentaries of the WWI&WWII ... then learn to link everything together,i believe i'll get better that way. cause... im a person who's more... visual&audio than just reading,reading&reading . so... its either ... i apply... watch&apply... or listen&apply. (when i mean listen... i dont mean ... during lesson ... listen to mrs verma nag for first 1/2hr then spend the rest of the 25mins chionging the lesson... i really dont think the nagging is nessecary ... -.- zz... nag... can . after the lesson lah ??? zzz... and... ya . when i mean listen i still dun mean... just having the cher standing there going through the notes and textbook . i mean ... like... maybe podcasts? or best . visual+audio(duhh..) documentaries :D yay)
social studies - as ive said in my previous post... the one that i blogged about SS ... i shall remain optimistic about SS . "learn to love the subject" . yes , i shall . so... yeah... SEQ ... im aiming high bah... although i realised that i think i wrote something wrong ? the one about the JI member . lol . supposed to be 34 members , i think i wrote 36 . sian . lol . but , ohhwells . hope it wont affect much . SBQ ... sigh.. dunno bah . no time for reliability qn . so i skipped to reliability enhanced . but ... the thing is ... i dun really understand how to do reliability questions . the enhanced part . which is the one that will affect most marks of the question. i think ? D; sian .
chemistry & physics - 3 letters . D-I-E ... sian , i dunno lah . rawr .
art - haha , im quite proud of myself bah . i mean... yeah , through consultation sessions and all ... i managed to understand art a little better . toning etc . yeah , then... ya , just applied everything during the 3hours paper lor . haha(: hope i can score this time round . cause previous major art exam .. the MYE .. screwed , and... yeah . can tell ... if you're prepared . nothing can stop you . but if you're not , everything can screw you . haha(:
yeah . some pictures i took while resting while mugging . really ... brainDEAD .
(:
ohyeah , this was at my car porch there(: thats e table im talkin' about(;
rawr !
hehe(:
yeah ... but ... "its over means its over" ... im thankful that ... cause everyday after school when i reach home i'll call my dad to tell him im home . so ... during the exam period . when i called , he'll ask about my exams . so if i said ... "okay lah" then he'll "ok, then go eat lunch then go study for ur next paper" or something ... but when i said "sian... i think can die" or... "uh... i think die lah..." or something ... then he'll say "ok lor . so now u know ur mistake... after the exams go study harder for your o lvls lor" ............................. like finally ? never scold ?
but ... isit always like that ? idk . when the papers come back . i think everyone's attitude will totally change . he'll scold , as usual . so will my mum . teachers will give black face . students will be crying . "living in fear" ... sigh . where's the encouragement ?? zzz... i hope the encouragement would stay... sigh .
okiies , today was last paper . so ... ya , everyone happy but sad . so... everyone happy , go out walkwalk , eat lunch , watch movie etc . (: haha . so after the paper ... i went home to bathe . then i went to 找快乐 (:
JERENE-FAITH-HAPPY-DAY:D:D:D
hehe , yeah .. bathe le ... then took bus 10 go TM meet JERENE :D:D:D yay (: she had training at safra tamp . but her coach didnt come , lol . yarh... then .. wlau , on the way... past by school . then alot of sec3s boarded the bus ! LOL , those who had second paper . haha(: yeah . got ... xinhui... alison,jasmin&2 other friends . and some others ? yeah . all going to TM . ahhaha(: then ... afew stops down... hongjie,edwin&gang boarded the bus . wlau . totally... tms students overtaking the bus man . haha(:
yeah ... so ... when we reached TM , i joinned alison&jasmin&2 other friends first while waiting for jerene . yay(: haha(;
yeah , then finally jerene came , then we go makan :D HAHA(:
funny lor . we didnt know what to eat . so ... we went TM ... walk ... go up to top floor . (saw shuenzhi on the way up :D:D:D YAY!) hehe , yeah . then we slowly walk downstairs . (haha , jac ! doesnt this scene reminds u of that day ? HAHA) yarh . then end up ... we walk all the way... then go basement ... walk... still couldnt decide . oh wait . i think we went basement first then went up . dunno lah . lol. yeah . end up... we went over to century sq . haha(: then... ended up eating at the food court. haha . their food is ex de lor :x lol .
HAHA , we both bought from this stall . lol . hehe(: the pic's a face(: stupid blogger auto turn back . zz .. sian . haha(: ohhwells(: me&my nonsense~ HAHA(:
yeah ... then we went to walkwalk arnd Tamp one . we wanted to find nice tanks . and... some fbt tanks . and ... adidas sports...b...r.........a ? HAHA (: oops :x ehehee(; yeah , but v ex :/ sian . nike ones are damn ex too . sian . haha(: anyways .. yarh . walkwalkwalk until tired le ... then we went frolicks to eat :D YAY(: i know i abit suaku lah huh... but ya , my first time eating:/ haha .
yay :D
their deco's nice . their badges really damn colourful ! HAHA(:
hahahahhaha , yeah . so ... after that ... we decided to go tamp giant to find fbts etc . HAHA(:
yeah . i bought one black fbt (: uhm... top . the ... one that looks like dragonboaters' singlets :D HAHA(: i think my jies have lor . but ... i dunno whether theirs got print anymore things on it not . forgot . but i know is black fbt . haha(: wanted to buy long time ago le . but ... didnt have the chance . haha . hehe , jerene like my mother :D HEHE(: thanks MUMMY :D HEHEHE(:
yeah , then we went over to ikea(:
HEHE(: niceto~ :D sitting on an ORANGE sofa :D HAHAHA(: but we look weird here . haha(:
nicenice(: but... v shaky lah , woman ! HAHAHA(: see !! my camera better lor :D HAHAHA(: joking(:
jerene :D:D:D
faith :D:D:D
wakaka ! ohno~ jerene's lost ! how ? xD .
FIND YOUR WAY :D HAHAAHHAHAHA(: joking lah (:
yeah , went to buy box&frame . jerene needed em . haha(: then.. at the frames there got this section . alot of art works . omg . some are ... nice(;
this is niceto~ reminds me of my previous art piece . mid year de . everything black and white . but the thing in e middle red . but ... i screwed up that piece . cause... teacher like paint . i did pencil&colourpencil . so... yarh . didnt get good marks . zz . haha(:
this was in the box -. -so had to bend . haha(: yeah.. this time round.. the bicycle's red(:
aint it sexy (:
:D
omg , this is beautiful man ~ really... awesomely PRETTY(:
i like(:
hahaha , yeah . then ... after ikea ... we went back :D YAY(: hahaha . guess what ! so qiao ... take bus 10 towards tm ... meet temasekians . take bus 10 away from tm ... met temasekians again ! HAHA(: this time round... it was felicia,steph&sihuay :D YAY(: haha , they went to watch movie(: HAHA(: omg . guess what !! i realised that steph watches JIAHAOYUEYUAN too !!!!! gosh ! yay man !!! xD . the show's damn nice !!! ahhahaha(:
MS LEONG WEN XIN'S BACKKKKK :D:D:D:D:D
YAY ! (:
yeah ... that day i was studying . then chuyuan asked me if i wanted to go over cause ms leong was at his place . i was like .. "WHAT!?!?!?!? SHE'S BACK !?!?!?!?!?!" LOL , then totally damn excited !! HAHA(: yeah , so ... i took a break from my studying and went over to see them :D yay (: actually ... about a week ago... he asked me if i wanted to go over . cause... jingquan,caiyun,peiqi&huimin will be going over to drink . i told him "u siao ah ! ppl have exam de excuse me -.- zzz" lol , but yeah , since ms leong was there . why not :D HAHA(: took a break lor(:
LOL , remember the mosque that got burnt ? LOL , look at its state now :x lol ... i wonder what happens when it rains :/ the hole's not small man . (stupid plant blocking abit .. but still can see bahh)
yeah , they were playing cards . haha(:
chuyuan was damn drunk lah . drunk till his face totally damn red-.- LOL . jingquan was drunk too ! HAHA(:
caiyun&msleong :D:D:D YAY(:
lol . this can damn tiny ! damn cute :D
bacardi (: haha(:
bombay sapphire(:
LOL , churen just came home from school . before i went their place . then he drank . then he kenna drunk also . LOL .
ms leong & i :D:D:D
peiqi,huimin,caiyun :D:D:D
lol , jingquan&his vicky(guzheng) HEHE(:
yeah , then that day ... on e way home ... we met mrs debbie wong on the way ! HAHA . then they both teach math de ! so from the same dept ! HAHA(: then they talktalk :D HAHA(: yeah , then went home . yay(:
i missed ms leong! and now she's back :D YAY ! hehe(: finally ! but... she said she's not intending to teach at tms anymore): sigh...
ohhwells ~ yeah . its late . i shld sleep ! HAHA . i need sleep ! tomorrow... find documentaries :D yay(:
yeah .. anyways.. today was fun , thanks jerene(:
jerene... hahahahaha , really...
"my friend , my goodfriend , my bestfriend , my sister , my mother , my 'if-you-need-help-come-to-me' friend , my 'can-share-with-you' friend" HEHE(: ya.. saying she's my "everything" would sound wrong . very wrong . so i shall not put that in . haha(: but yeah , really , im glad i met her . hehe(:
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